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5:19 pm
after 3 common test, tml will left wif 1 last module liao, some may say it shld be easy for me. coz i study A maths be4... tats doesn't mean tat i will not have any careless mistake, dun forget! careless is all i have. tml will be tested on SETS, FUNCTIONS, CULUMLATIVE FREQ, PROBILITY,PERMUTATION N COMBULATION. easy chapters rite? haiz... bt i got no hope for distinction, careless is always be wif me... never leave me alone de.... so i can get A i can be happy liao lor...
wat i found out abt poly common test is tat we can leave early w/o waiting for the test to end, tats common bt den 1.5 hr paper, we only took 30min to finish it.... n den the rest is lyk sleeping in the exam hall... not 1 but many! haahaha... den when we r allow to leave the hall be4 it end, almost every1 is leaving... cant wait to leave.....
today test is the easiest but i think i will too not do well, coz i didn't study, really dunno wat to study abt, n most of e time in e hall, i was sleep away, zzzzz. haiz... how naive can i be? thinking tat i have failed in 'o' lvl, den i will work hard in poly, get top 5%, den can go university, how freaking dumb can i be? how can i make it? without being bother to study? so wat if i study? the result will be the same.... stop lying to myself.... stop thinking of success.... success do not belong to me.... (i sound so much like some1..... =D)
10:08 pm
1st exam in poly is rather different, not really different in any way, but can bring notes and exercises to exam hall, only for this sub, programming...
actually didn't really study much coz not noeing wat is going to come out for exam, just read e notes n do some exercises. bt i realise tat after 45 min of paper out of 1.5hr, u can hand up n leave e hall, so i tot tat maybe i will hand up n leave around 10 min be4 times up. bt i didn't coz the paper is ......., not really difficult bt troublesome, must write out all the command... so in e end only left 5 min so cannot leave the hall until everybody finished it....
haiz... saw soo hui when going to skool today, so we have a long talk during the bus ride, talking to old frenz is rather nice coz can get to know wat they doing nowadays... which i hope tat i will be able to do every1 in 4e5.... soon hui did ask me to go dye hair again...not brown, but dark purple... wow! so beng? bt if nice it will be cool den beng.... maybe i shld try it... coz if i dun try now? when will i have the chance? when go NS? or go to work?hahaha... since now still young can try all kinds of stupid thing tat u will never able to do it later on....
life only have one,
chances of doing things your own way... slim,
do it now or never...
cherish everything you have...
4:47 pm
haiz... i miss another class gathering, too bad actually i wanna go find u all de. bt den u all still staying at marina, not going to other place, if u all going other place maybe i will go meet u pple. too bad we r not fated to meet... lolx....
somebody told me to they missed me? i ask them y? they say they wanna see my HAIR!?!?!?! so they missed my hair den my character?!?!? lolx.... bt haiz... just really too bad tat cant meet u pple.
but this time heard got alot of pple went, even daniel n anthony also went there... haiz missed a great fun i guess? maybe nxt time i will go for the gathering... but until e nxt will be hard to say liao ba... heard it is on 23 dec!!! which is how long?....
n i getting even more sad!! hahahah... coz heard daniel slim down liao... which is lose of 20 kg after 6 months... omg!! i think i gain weight than lose weight man.... so many pple have changed liao... haiz... gers getting more chio liao.. guys getting more yandao liao... within the period of 6 months... hahaha really miss 4e5....
i hope this conversation never ends.............
11:55 pm
i just cant study, really cant study anything. it became so hard to force information into my mind, maybe too long never study. i think i am not tat kind of guy who read the book or notes n will remember, i just hate studying. watever, i guess for english o still be failing again anyway.
8:23 pm
oh my... this week is actually a study week
bt only 1 term in poly....
not much to study actually...
so can slowly spent my time at home playing...
haiz....
4 modules for exams...
- computer maths
- computer operating system
- programme (java)
- mobile application
now i really felt that i hate maths...
really!!
during computing maths, they r teaching us A maths
which i have learnt at sec school
n i am rather confident of doing it well...
i even teach my frenz who didn't learn A maths....
but the common test come out tat my frenz got higher score than me
wat e hell is going in my mind?
some1 who didn't do A maths also can get better marks than me!!!
n i got so low coz of careless mistake...
freak man.... everytime do A maths will get careless...
my t'cher even told me tat...
wat to do?
1 word.....
freak!!!
11:14 am
oh long long time nv blog liao...
so fast.. nxt week i will be having holidays liao le....
7 weeks lyk tat past liao...
been in poly for 7 weeks...
n sad to say tat i will be having exams nxt nxt week....
so have to start study for exams liao...
watever.... got exam better than slacking at home...
bye.... nothing better to blog liao...
10:29 pm
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